I've never felt this happy before.

He left me hanging for one hour.... :( ah nvm he must be so sleepy already. Let him sleep. :)

So yes this cute boy wanted to skype with me even though i told him i can't talk even if we skype. But he said nvm, he talk and i reply through whatsapp. That was a good idea as i really wanted to hear his voice, and i did. :") he's especially sweet today, i swear. <3 all the way throughout, i was smiling and laughing thanks to him. :") but i looked so retarded talking to myself on whatsapp hahahah. Told me he would wait till any time just so he could hear my voice, but end up he sleep already now. Hahah cute. Confirm already sleepy but still want to talk to me right heheh. I was waiting for him to speak for like 20 mins and i think i accidentally fall asleep after that. Woke up few mins ago, at 12:30 AM like that and realise the call is still there. 2 hour 30 mins it's been going on hahah so long. Actually 1 hour 30 mins ah he talk the rest is just me hearing silence. Lucky he never snore if not i hear already. :P

Whatever it is, goodnight dearest~ You think you cute is it leave me hanging for one hour? Hahah chey joking only lah. Sadly you couldn't hear my voice today, thanks to her. She's asleep now anyway. Maybe tmr ok. And and and, must miss me and my voice more ok ok ok? :P

Oh and honestly i don't mind just being your bestfriend lah. I don't ask for more. I have never thought of asking for more. Because i'm not greedy heheh. If it's being more than a bestfriend, it's like a bonus for me hahah. But just being someone close and special to you, i'm happy already lah. :") love you my dearest bestfriend. /virtual tight hug/ <3

Ok mama haven't sleep yet. Shall sleep after she finish watching this episode of korean drama. But anyways, goodnight everyone. ;)

Is my heart a toy?

It's my fault, what's new? You made me happy and then the next thing you make me feel down. Again. I am a sensitive person you should know, but you retaliated. Nobody likes to be forced. Don't tell me what to do cos i know you won't like being told what to do.

One by one...... one by one i'm being treated like this. Thanks for making me feel so hurt i don't feel like living anymore. Fuck should tell myself to stop crying over such things. Why cry when the person i'm crying for, doesn't care. Maybe i should have just styayed on the road much longer and get banged. Rewind time pls......

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I hate the fact that i'm so frigging sensitive.

Heyyy today's a late day people! Woke up and got ready for school but still too early to go out. Right time alr, went out. Reached sch then went back to class to put books and take my magazine. Was walking to hall then i realised i had to meet someone upstairs. Heh i nearly forgot. So yeah had HBL briefing, then annoying jx took my pooh once tsk. Had pure bio at lab. Then mt at library then recess.

Went to queue to buy food then kim walk past, talk to me. Martin, walk past, talk to me. Bk walk past, talk to me. Then darren was saying that later kugan walk past also will talk to me, but he didn't. xD

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It's the most beautiful time of the year.

Oh hey there! ♡ I'm back to blogging! After a very very long time, i know. This holiday is making me feel very bored. Sigh. Tbh, i'd rather go to school. And attend band. But with just friends, not with the teachers or him. :/ so yeah. Maybe i should talk about the performances we did.

Our first performance was at Pioneer Mall. Had to assemble at school first though, at 3:45. Met mamafly clique in the bus. Yeah the bus. Haha. Then went to interchange to meet Hazirah. :) Was about to leave jp when they realised they had no hairclips. So we rushed to Chamelon to buy. $1 each. Wow, $2 fly just like that. $.$ rushed to school after that and was late. But phew, didn't get pumping. Went to practice room, and yeah, had our practice. Lol. Awhile after that, transferred all the percussion instruments to the lorry and we boarded the bus with our instruments. And our attire for that day was Band Tee with jeans. With the cute santa hat! ^o^ hehe. Thought my mum would come but end up she didn't. Before performance, Haziq made me laugh alot manscxz! I almost cried. XD But then, the trumpet and trombone section had to stand throughout the performance. Which was about 1 and a half hour in total. T____T tortured. Leg ached. Finished performance, energy totally drained from carrying the instruments. Walked to jp like a dead walking person. Only had energy after eating fries. :D then was about to take bus home with Angie when i realised i didn't know where i put my 55¢. >_< so i bought something from buzz to get some loose change. Then i forgot where i put the loose change again. HAHA wtf? I seriously have stm. :P but it was in my pocket though. Took bus and went back home. Was in a tired condition but i still sleep late. Hehehe. :B

I'll write about the next performance on a new post yeah. ♡

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stay by my side and never ever leave me.

OHHEY, it's not 11:11 naoz. just felt like posting Wooyoung's photo here. cuteeeeeeeeeee right? love him ah k. anyways, long time i never update. sorry yeah. busy studying for eoy exams. i'm serious this time. :P have been studying for eoy exams cos i don't want to demote to normal acad. >o< but i hope my effort paid off. first paper was english. well, i can say it was okay. haha. it wasn't easy, but not that difficult also. got Lady Gaga section inside. tsk tsk. lady gaga is a weirdo. :/ kcan. second topic was malay. wah killer siol. i bet i will fail the paper. comprehension set until so hard. -.- streaming year, want set paper till so difficult for what? o.o

third paper was maths. paper 1 was quite okayyyyyy. can be done. but paper 2, CMI ahhhhh. :( just hope i can pass lor. fourth paper is literature. this paper very kns lor. not enough time to finish. 3 essays in less than 1h 30mins? you kidding me or whuaaat? give more time ah next time. make me lost marks only sial. :/ after that break then, english paper 4. the advertisements all so funny! esp the coca cola. with the mark on top. xD

and the paper i had today was science! and i could actually do the paper! even though some i don't know. but it's like alot of them i know. gahhhh, i'm so happy lor. never have i felt this good after taking the science exam paper. nvrmind. i'll just hope that i pass the paper. :)

anyways, reached school this morning, i walked pass the 1N1 corridor there. and then i wanted to erm, take the staircase and then i saw zulkifli. i miss him. :/ k erm. just went up the stairs, and sudd somebody slapped me. as in like, no warning at all, then kena slap. KIMI OPPA! you slap
till so pain siol. next time slap softer abit ahhhhh. still say want smack me harder next time. you deserve a bitch slap from me, don't forget. and i'm gonna play with your hair no matter what you say. k awesome. \m/

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I'll love you till the day i die. What, that's not convincing enough?

first of all, i hate to say that, i miss him. yeah i do. alot. saw him just now and he looked away immediately. damn sad. he could at least smile even if he doesn't want to say HI. but then, maybe it's partly my fault. because that day i replied him just one K. maybe he thought i was mad or something. well i was tired when i replied that. so it wasn't really my fault? k wtf. :/ i just hate school nowadays because there's alot of things in school which made me how sad i am right now. haish, what a sad life i have.


oh hello everybody. it's been a long time since i last updated. maybe years? xD okay that's a little bit too exaggerating. so yeah. woke up early for school today. pack up my stuffs, and i didn't forget to bring tie for assembly. (; it was kind of drizzling in the morning, so reached school, went to class straight. i was panicking because i didn't study for geog test. he said the test can be an open book test, but marks will be capped at 18. but i didn't use textbook. cos i wanted to test myself. so what if i fail? at least i've got integrity. :P

after geog had MT. listening compre test, then after that did our own stuffs. after mt, i was walking back to class and i saw hafiz. and that was when i saw him too. but forget it. let's just act like strangers. :/ so yeah. went back to class to put my bag, then went down for recess. was looking around for adrian but i didn't see him. :P okay can. lined up to buy my food, and i suddenly heard, 'Wondergirl'. turned around and it was myra. she said hi, i said hi back. then amelya went to say, 'Dinie'. and i was like, oh okay. no link. :o then the myra said, 'dinie soon to be girlfriend.'. WTFFFF? -.- okay she seriously talked crap. o-o

after recess, had science. teacher was not really in the mood. selva saw teacher coming and he was like, Ms STONE coming. hahahaha. xDD funny siol. k then got some technical students walk pass our class, making a whole lot of noise. then when miss chew went out to ask them to go back to their class, repeteadly, one girl who step ahlian (-.-) went to scold the teacher saying, 'Tiam tiam la'. wahlauuu. bitch siol. mother never teach you manners ahh? tsk.

then after that was free period cos Mrs Tan didn't come. so the relief teacher (irliana's neighbour), reliefed our class. and this two periods was when i was totally pissed off with YMF. that bloody fucker. anyhow sit at my place, touch my things. EEW MUCH? :/ he wanted my angry bird and kungfu panda ruler. oh and guess what. KIMI OPPA broke my kungfu panda ruler into twooooo. precious eh that ruler. :( so gonna make him buy me a new one.

k after the period, had english. seriously felt like sleeping when it's Miss Chan's lesson. everytime you know. so freaking boring her lesson. :X when the bell rang, i went hyper back. zD assembly, had we are mathematicians game show. nothing interesting. then after being released, went to buy food and ate at canteen for awhile. umar walked pass and he smiled at me first. AWW SO SWEEET! ;) hmm. yayad didn't smile at me. say i arrogant, but he also. grrr ~

so went to irliana's house after that. ate what her mother cooked, watched tv awhile, and then went to her brother's room. used the com and irliana started doodling on a photo. photo of someone we both dislike ttmaxxxx! it felt fun to doodle on her photo. ^^ so yeah. after that irliana did her maths, and i did google sketchup. finally done both, and handed in. wondergirl: mission accomplished. went out watch tv again after that. went to pick up her sister, and i went back home. had an awesome day with her. and now i'm tired. :b

oh and to you, i freaking hate you. stop being such a bitch will ya? don't you have your own mind to think? everything also want copy me, and then my close friends also you want snatch. you desperate for fame is it? go in front of the hall and start introducing yourself there ah. you'll get fame i promise you. but whatever it is, please ah, fucking use your braons. why is it there for, likea seriously? how i type, you want copy. how i call somebody, you also want copy. ccb. palabuto. this is not the first time you're doing this. you're making me hate you already, attention seeker! go and die okay. tsk. bitch.

k ah, PEACE OUT.

People's bullshit and fakeness are the main reasons i love being alone.

It doesn't make sense to let go of something you have wanted for so long. But it also doesn't make sense to hold on when there's nothing there.

Okay hello there peoples. I'm gonna update what happened today. Firstly, was almost late for school. But who cares? xD then otw saw Shukri but i was shy. :$ so i went to look away and i think he noticed. Whoops. Hmm. Then went to assemble at parade square. And sachika best best friend had to sing the national anthem out loud. Super nice sial. No kidding. :D hehe. Then first period was Science. Then PE. Scored a whole lot of times when playing with other groups. Gosh, i'm sucha awesome attacker. :3

Recess time, bought vanguard sheet for the class to write a little something for Mrs Tan since we had no presents to give her, as a class. Then after that was Literature. Boring ttmax. :/ so yeah. 11:30, went to hall for the concert. I sat at the first row cos i want to enjoy the teachers day performance. HAHA. ^^ then it started with a performance by BAM5 which consists of Iffah, Munira, Weesuan, Jaleen and another girl. They danced and it was okay ah.

Next was a performance by John, after Mr Gan's 3 minutes speech. Hell yeah i timed him giving his speech. :b john sang i'm yours and it was naiseeee. (: after that was by azam. And then gave out some prizes for the teachers. Mr PRabhu won one of the title awards and it remindes me of him. I think he's ignoring me. Sad ah sad. :( k nvrmind. 3E1 performed next. Saw Linda chiobu dancing. Her face was so serious liddat. Chill chiobu. :P

And the next part was the best part! A performance by HAIKAL or also known as Muhd BIEBER! He shooooo tiut ah k. Gahhh. Then he sang so super nice. He looked my way alot of times while singing and i melted. xD okay can. After that finale, then go home time. But i didn't go home cos had to wait for this auntie, Irliana.

Called and called and called and she finally answered. Told me to go to the hall. Went there and HAIKAL was there. And i freaking took a picture with him! Look on top. ^^ Sandrea and Yati was jealous. ;B quite lucky of me ah to be meeting Irliana at hall. After that, went home with Irliana. 123, SARAH! (Irliana, you totally embarassed me when you told me to say that. xD) And we laughed a lot. She's mad, likea seriously. Went to mac and bought fries plus icemilo. Long time never eat at mac already. :)

Went back home alone and at home, i went to facebook and so-called chatted with Yad. He wants to play the ukulele during graduation day and i asked him if i can be the singer. :b i feel like singing on stage but i scared my voice not niceeeeee. D: i'll decide if i want to join him in his performance soon. He don't mind, so why not? I'll think about it. :D so that's all for now. I'm tired. Bye lovelies. Have a great holiday, though it's just for a short period. :)