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Helluuuu awesomez! My name is Adilah. First thing you need to know about me is that i'm a k-pop bias. I blow candles on every 08`09. I love Red and everything Red, including Elmo and Angry Birds. I learn ABC in JWSS of class 3E2. I adore 2PM, BOYFRIEND, BEAST, 2AM, SNSD, Secret, SS501, Ft Island & more. I'm somebody friendly who loves making friends with strangers. I love putting smiles on people's faces too. I may be kind at times, but also harsh at times. I'm not as innocent as i look, i admit that. I treat people the way they treat me. Adios~

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Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I've tried so hard.


I've tried so hard, and got so far. But in the end, it all doesn't even matter.

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Today is the 20th , marking our 4th month of being awesome partners . But guess what . I don't even have any mood to talk to you . I've been faking smiles and laughters for the whole of today . The last two days , you were in a bad mood , and you kinda vented it on me . I understand and even tried to console you . I was okay with you being in a bad mood , until you said something which totally hurt me . We are not supposed to be keeping secrets from each other , aren't we ? So who am i ? Just a random stranger whom you just knew ? Or what ? Your words really hurt my feelings . You said i don't bother anymore . Please , please , please , don't assume things can ? Your assumptions , all of them are wrong . I've never not bothered about you , and what you feel , all that . This morning , you said i hanged out with guys and you were jealous . I really felt guilty when you said that . That's why i apologised . But what's the point of telling me what i did wrong , when you yourself are doing the same thing , I seriously don't know whether me shedding tears just now was worth it . Haiz , a lot of things are on my mind now . I'm stressed out with school , projects , tests , family members , and how you came along and say this kind of hurtful things to me . I'M TIRED OF ALL THIS ! ): I FEEL SO STRESSED OUT ! THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE IN . I want to just die , can ? D: