
I'm sick and tired of life. What's the point of saying sorry when you've said things that hurt me? No point larh. Yeah, it's my fault right? All mine. I know. It has been mine all along, right from the beginning. Now i just can't stop crying. I don't feel like replying your texts, forever. Things will get worse if i do. And you said that i didn't try to check my phone to see if you texted me? I've already said sorry for like a thousand times. I really was. It wasn't on purpose that i slept. I was tired. It wasn't on purpose that i placed my phone in the bag. My hands were full. It wasn't on purpose that the vibration was off. I totally forgot to on it back. These aren't excuses, they're reasons. And you said i left without telling you, making you wait? When was this? You didn't even tell me to wait or you didn't tell me that you will be waiting. So how was i supposed to know what you're thinking? If you're talking aboout yesterday, i wanted to ask you if you wanted to go home with me, but you looked simply tired, restless and don't seem to want to be disturbed. That was why i didn't have the guts to disturb you. I didn't want to tire you out by asking you to send me home. And you said that i was the one who doesn't care about us? Oh hell yeah! It was me alright! Everything that happens = my fault. Right? If you want it to be like this, it's fine. Let this go on for as long as you want, till forever also i don't mind kay. And no don't bother saying sorry after this.
I'll let you find a replacement, since you'll only suffer when you're with me right. Yeah. Go to school with other girls, hug other girls. Oh. I mean you can do any thing to/with other girls. Don't bother about me anymore. Take it like as if i don't exist. Yeah. Goodbye, forever.
