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Helluuuu awesomez! My name is Adilah. First thing you need to know about me is that i'm a k-pop bias. I blow candles on every 08`09. I love Red and everything Red, including Elmo and Angry Birds. I learn ABC in JWSS of class 3E2. I adore 2PM, BOYFRIEND, BEAST, 2AM, SNSD, Secret, SS501, Ft Island & more. I'm somebody friendly who loves making friends with strangers. I love putting smiles on people's faces too. I may be kind at times, but also harsh at times. I'm not as innocent as i look, i admit that. I treat people the way they treat me. Adios~

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Friday, May 6, 2011

Let this suffering end, now.


I'm sick and tired of life. What's the point of saying sorry when you've said things that hurt me? No point larh. Yeah, it's my fault right? All mine. I know. It has been mine all along, right from the beginning. Now i just can't stop crying. I don't feel like replying your texts, forever. Things will get worse if i do. And you said that i didn't try to check my phone to see if you texted me? I've already said sorry for like a thousand times. I really was. It wasn't on purpose that i slept. I was tired. It wasn't on purpose that i placed my phone in the bag. My hands were full. It wasn't on purpose that the vibration was off. I totally forgot to on it back. These aren't excuses, they're reasons. And you said i left without telling you, making you wait? When was this? You didn't even tell me to wait or you didn't tell me that you will be waiting. So how was i supposed to know what you're thinking? If you're talking aboout yesterday, i wanted to ask you if you wanted to go home with me, but you looked simply tired, restless and don't seem to want to be disturbed. That was why i didn't have the guts to disturb you. I didn't want to tire you out by asking you to send me home. And you said that i was the one who doesn't care about us? Oh hell yeah! It was me alright! Everything that happens = my fault. Right? If you want it to be like this, it's fine. Let this go on for as long as you want, till forever also i don't mind kay. And no don't bother saying sorry after this.

I'll let you find a replacement, since you'll only suffer when you're with me right. Yeah. Go to school with other girls, hug other girls. Oh. I mean you can do any thing to/with other girls. Don't bother about me anymore. Take it like as if i don't exist. Yeah. Goodbye, forever.