
I have alot of things on my mind right now. Class outing, HIM, my dream to go to South Korea and alot alot of other things. For the class outing, i hope that my mum will let me go. Come on, it's the holidays :/ why can't i go out enjoy? I am seriously in need of freedom. I want my own room. I want new shirts. I want new stuffs. But you keep telling me that i can't have all those things. Why why why? I just want to be free, that's all. You can't even give me that? Haish ._.
I hate myself for being so over emotional nowadays. I want to be strong like before. Not crying over little little things. Not being angry or sad about certain things or actions that someone did. No, i don't want to be strong. I NEED to be strong. I really hope that i can stop reacting in these unexpected manner. I've got to change.
I kinda have no mood right now. Maybe later in the afternoon when i have the mood, i'll post again yeah. Maybe. No promises. Kthxbai~