I'm so sick and tired of life. Alot of things are making me stressed out. Things at home, and with him. It's like the whole world is against me. Everything i do is wrong. I can't seem to confide in anybody anymore. Nobody understands me. Not even him. He admitted it. I'm so tired of quarrelling. One moment we quarrel and the next moment we're fine. And the next thing i know, we quarrel again. I have never wanted to quarrel with you, but your words make me misunderstand. I know it's my fucking fault. I'm too sensitive and tend to misunderstand alot. But you didn't have to say it in my face. I really think you deserve someone better, even when you told me i'm the one. Someone who isn't selfish, like me. Someone who would care about you more than i do. Someone who isn't as sensitive as me. I know there's someone out there who's better than me. Alot will be waiting for you to accept them. Maybe i should forget about everything right now and just sleep for a long period of time. I don't want to wake up and have to handle these kind of problems. My head will burst at any period of time. Please, stop giving me headaches. It's already bad enough i got bashed up by her, and had a terrible headache. If you want me to die, oh sure, continue making problems for me.
Now i'm really not in the mood to text or receive calls from anybody. I'm sorry for behaving like this, but i really need some time alone. Life's been such a bitch. I need to have a break from all this. Maybe you would think that i'm the stuckup bitch for taking things negatively. Say anything all you want. I don't bother anymore. Yes, I DON'T BOTHER.
11:11 - I need to find solutions for my problems asap.