You told me that you cared about me, but you didn't show it.
You said you loved me, but you didn't prove it to me.
You said you were never too busy for me, but i can see that you always are.
So what does this show?
Your words are all plain bullshit.
Ever heard of NATO - No Action Talk Only?
I bet you don't know, but do you realise that you always do that?
You keep saying and promising things that you don't actually mean or intend to keep, at all.
What's the meaning of all this?
I cared for you like how a girlfriend should care for her boyfriend.
I treasured you and treated you nicely.
But you didn't treasure me, in return.
I asked for break, mainly cos i know the relationship won't work out anymore.
Not when you're too busy, and not realising that you have a girlfriend.
You think you can trample with my feelings just like that?
My heartfelt feelings for you, my love for you.
And all you say is that you know it's your fault for not trying too hard?
Oh come on!
You were simply too busy for other girls and you have no time for me?
And you said you were not trying hard enough?
You weren't even trying, AT ALL!
Last monday, the whole day you didn't text me.
I checked my facebook to see if you got send me message or anything, but i found nothing.
The next morning you texted me saying this, 'Hey dear, sorry i didn't text eu. I cant text eu currently. I'll text eu when i ccan kay?'
You didn't tell me what the reason was.
And right till NOW, still no single text from you.
Or even a message on facebook from you.
And so i made the decision to break up with you, for the 2ND time.
I inboxed you at FB, saying this, 'I want to have nothing to do with you anymore. Don't ask me why, cos you should know better what you did. So yeah. Bye, forever, 'boyfriend'. (I didn't mean to break the promise i made about no breaking up with you, but i have no choice but to break it). No use for me to explain cos i know you won't care anyways.'
I sent that on Thursday.
On friday, i went online and you still haven't reply to that message.
On speech day, i saw you at the school gate, just standing there and looking down after you saw me.
So i guess you already received that message.
Right until this minute, there's still no news from you.
So this means that you're okay with my decision right?
I can tell that you're not at all regretful or sad when you read my message.
Like seriously, are you heartless or something?
I cried for days when you didn't text me.
It has been 6 days!
Oh what am i expecting? For you to say you regretted and apologize for your mistakes?
Fat chance you will do it.
I guess your mouth will bleed or something if you say one simple word -; SORRY.
But at least i'm still pure after i broke up with you.
I wouldn't want to give my first kiss and ny first hug to a boy to somebody who thinks i don't exist and is just somebody to be played with.
I seriously have to forget you.
I thought it will be easy.
I tried hating you, thinking of all the bad things that you did to me.
But it just isn't easy to forget you.
I guess the only way is to find a replacement.
And now i'm texting my dear. Not that fucking bastard which i have been talking about all this while. It's somebody who is close to me. He's seriously so awesome. At least he cares about me, even when we are just history. Maybe you won't understand what i'm saying but, it wasn't meant for you to understand anyways. So, last thing to say. I love my dear, my best best friend, Sachika and my dearest Irliana. ♥ They are the only ones that i can really trust and depend on, to cheer me up. Though sometimes i can't be happy, at least they tried. And i love them for that. Off to lalaland now. I promised dear that i will try to be happy. I will try.
You said you loved me, but you didn't prove it to me.
You said you were never too busy for me, but i can see that you always are.
So what does this show?
Your words are all plain bullshit.
Ever heard of NATO - No Action Talk Only?
I bet you don't know, but do you realise that you always do that?
You keep saying and promising things that you don't actually mean or intend to keep, at all.
What's the meaning of all this?
I cared for you like how a girlfriend should care for her boyfriend.
I treasured you and treated you nicely.
But you didn't treasure me, in return.
I asked for break, mainly cos i know the relationship won't work out anymore.
Not when you're too busy, and not realising that you have a girlfriend.
You think you can trample with my feelings just like that?
My heartfelt feelings for you, my love for you.
And all you say is that you know it's your fault for not trying too hard?
Oh come on!
You were simply too busy for other girls and you have no time for me?
And you said you were not trying hard enough?
You weren't even trying, AT ALL!
Last monday, the whole day you didn't text me.
I checked my facebook to see if you got send me message or anything, but i found nothing.
The next morning you texted me saying this, 'Hey dear, sorry i didn't text eu. I cant text eu currently. I'll text eu when i ccan kay?'
You didn't tell me what the reason was.
And right till NOW, still no single text from you.
Or even a message on facebook from you.
And so i made the decision to break up with you, for the 2ND time.
I inboxed you at FB, saying this, 'I want to have nothing to do with you anymore. Don't ask me why, cos you should know better what you did. So yeah. Bye, forever, 'boyfriend'. (I didn't mean to break the promise i made about no breaking up with you, but i have no choice but to break it). No use for me to explain cos i know you won't care anyways.'
I sent that on Thursday.
On friday, i went online and you still haven't reply to that message.
On speech day, i saw you at the school gate, just standing there and looking down after you saw me.
So i guess you already received that message.
Right until this minute, there's still no news from you.
So this means that you're okay with my decision right?
I can tell that you're not at all regretful or sad when you read my message.
Like seriously, are you heartless or something?
I cried for days when you didn't text me.
It has been 6 days!
Oh what am i expecting? For you to say you regretted and apologize for your mistakes?
Fat chance you will do it.
I guess your mouth will bleed or something if you say one simple word -; SORRY.
But at least i'm still pure after i broke up with you.
I wouldn't want to give my first kiss and ny first hug to a boy to somebody who thinks i don't exist and is just somebody to be played with.
I seriously have to forget you.
I thought it will be easy.
I tried hating you, thinking of all the bad things that you did to me.
But it just isn't easy to forget you.
I guess the only way is to find a replacement.
And now i'm texting my dear. Not that fucking bastard which i have been talking about all this while. It's somebody who is close to me. He's seriously so awesome. At least he cares about me, even when we are just history. Maybe you won't understand what i'm saying but, it wasn't meant for you to understand anyways. So, last thing to say. I love my dear, my best best friend, Sachika and my dearest Irliana. ♥ They are the only ones that i can really trust and depend on, to cheer me up. Though sometimes i can't be happy, at least they tried. And i love them for that. Off to lalaland now. I promised dear that i will try to be happy. I will try.