To the first person, HIM.
I have a confession to make. I totally can't stop thinking of you.
It's like every minute, every second i'm thinking of you. It gets even worse when i see you somewhere around, or when i walk pass you.
My heart broke, when you looked away when you see me. Why must you be that evil? You've seriously changed, for the worst.
Maybe it's only me who thinks that way.
With my bestfriend, you text her in a happy mood, with smileys and all. But that day when i texted you, i could feel that you were like pissed off and wasn't in the mood to talk to me.
I feel like an idiot who has dumped somebody and then wants them back. Yes, i want you back.
BUT C'MON! You can only dream for that to happen, Adilah. It's impossible. I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E.
I may be telling myself that we getting back together is impossible, but in my heart, i know there's still hope.
Now i feel like my head is gonna burst. The feeling of not being able to go to school with you, hang out with you, going home with you, not being able to say HI or smile at you, it seriously sucks. It really does.
I really miss you, alot. :( Even though i hate you alot too, somehow.
I want to text you and at least be friends. But it seems like you want us to be enemies or something.
I didn't say we couldn't be friends but you made that choice yourself. Haish.
I've tried to forget you and stay happy.
You left, but you didn't take the memories away with you. This is why i can't forget you.
We've had bitter memories but there were very awesome ones too.
I miss greeting you with a 'meow' instead of a 'hello'.
You knew i was scared of cats and at the library that time, i think i saw you searching about cats or something like that. Maybe about how to overcome the phobia? I was so touched.
Since that day, when i see cats, my mind would be directed to you.
It seems like everything in this world reminds me of you. I have to admit that part of me still love you and wants to be yours.
But then again, it will only be a dream.
I still love you, sayang. :'(
Adilaaaah. ©