Once they say sorry, my reply will always be it's okay.
Well, not really always. At times. My heart force me to apologize these heartless people even though my mind is like telling me to be a meanie and ignore them forever.
But people say, 'Follow your heart.' and so i did.
They may have hurt me so damn bad but they were also the ones who happen to be the reason i'm smiling.
The bittersweet memories which i've shared with these people, i can never forget it no matter what happens. It will be stuck in my mind, and close to my heart forever.
Now can we just be bestfriends, again? I won't ask for anything more than just friends, i promise.
Oh hey thereee mamas. (:
I feel so lazy to post but i don't want to leave this blog dead. So yeah.
Today, met Sachika at old chang kee. I came at 7 on the dot. Pro. ^^ Shukuri bought her breakfast.
And then while waking, called Angelina and she said she at buzz.
So we decided to wait for her at the traffic light area there. And then i saw him. (:
Don't ask me why i'm smiling when i talk about him. I will talk about it after posting about today yeah.
Met Angelina, went to school tgt and then had assembly.
First period was Music. Sang National Day songs. Next was history. Super super bored.
Mt was next. Did exercises from the workbook. Alot of exercises. :/
Then mt was ending, i was packing up my bag, looked out of the window, and i saw him looking. (:
Went to find best best friend and off to EAT! ^^
After that had D&T. Went to com lab. And jordon hit my forehead when i said Junhui was a loser for bringing apron.
WTF SIOL. You own my forehead uhr? Fuck you luhr nb. -.-
1200 went to class for CT. Did some survey and quiz and MRSTAN briefed us about SL project on Wednesday at Marine Parade NLB.
I think this is the best SL project ever. Got aircon, and the only thing we need to do is arrange books. Confirm damn fun.
But bad news. We have to pay 2 bucks each for transport fee. I damn broke sial. :X
Then released already, i went straight home. Awesome friend was feeling sad because of something, but i couldn't cheer her up. Sorry yeah. :(
Oh yeah. Now it's time to talk about him.
First things first, ystrday i got to know that he texted me at about 7PM, when i was bathing.
He just said hiii. But honestly, it meant alot to me. Even if it was only one word. Then he was like not in the mood to talk or something.
So i said, okay. Never mind. Bye. And he said what??? And after that he said that he was just tired.
And he also said that he kept seeing me nowadays. WHOA. You noticed. I thought i was the only one who realised. that.
He also said that he still miss me. I said i do, too. And i went to ask him why he turned away when he saw me that time. His reply was shy. :/
I don't know what type of shy uhr. HE said he shy coz we're not together anymore? And i actually apologized to him for breaking us up.
He said that he understand why i did it. I asked, really..? And he replied, yes dear.. I do..
It was 1057PM at that time and i asked him if he wanted to sleep and he said later. Even though it was obvious that he was sleepy as he replied late.
His reason was because he wanted to text me. -touched-
K then we chatted for a while before gg to sleep. Then this morning he told me that he might be missing me and all, but he doesn't want to give me false hope. And that he can't be with me anymore. After that he said sorry.
Well, actually, i don't mind. (: i'm too sick and tired of being in relationships. I'll not rush into love until i find somebody i really like. ^-^
I'll make that promise to myself, and i'll try to keep it for as long as i can. :>
Okay now i'm gonna dedicate this part of the post to Shukuri Sachika best best friend. *hearts*
My dearestttttttt! Thank you for being such a true friend and for caring about me.
Thanks for remembering me when everyone has forgotten that i existed. Thanks for all the great things that you have done for me.
And thanks especially for treating me nowadays. ^-^
I'll treat you once i get monehhhhh from my papa. Kaching kaching. :$$
I'm so happy cos you're back to being your hyper self. Thanks to me rightz? For bringing you guys closer to each other? (:
I'll do anything and try all means to see that smile on your face. You already 'have' him now, so smileeee always. :D
And i won't ever make you feel left out. Like some people. :/
Any problems that you have, rmbr that i'll always be ready to be your listening ear. Share the stress. I don't mind. :>
I super super love you Sachikaaaaaa. *infinity hearts* ^-^
Last but not least, today's a Friday! K shush adilah. :P baibai everybady. :D