But when it comes to my problems, you were never there for me. It was only some times that you actually listened to me ranting out my problems. But now? Not anymore. You're too busy for me. I don't know if i should understand your situation or not. I know you're having your major exam this year. But i don't even think that's the reason. You've got alot of time that you can stay on facebook for more than an hour. You knew i was online too but you didn't even talk to me.
I guess it's really over between us. There's no hope left. I'm totally done trying. Why should i make the effort when you don't? I see no reason to. So i guess, this is it. I should stop paying so much attention to you. I should stop looking out for you every now and then, to look at your beautiful smile, which deep down inside make me feel so much better. If only you were smiling at me, i would be over the moon. I really would. And now i suddenly remember the cupcake you gave me. It had your name on it and you gave it to me suddenly. It was the first ever thing that you gave me and i didn't feel like eating it at first. It seemed so special, so precious. Just like you. You're special and precious to me. If only you knew it.
#89: Sometimes people don't want to hear the truth because they don't want their illusions destroyed.
#Nowplaying, Hands Up.
Put your hands up, put your hands up, pppppuuutt, put your hands up.
Haha okay. I'll start with a proper post naoz. This morning, decided to reach school abit early because i didn't know how to do history worksheet. Then while doing, the councillors was like asking us to move to the parade square. And then i was still doing my homework uhr. And Glenn came to me, told me to move faster. And i said waittttt. :P and he was like, move faster if not i kill your angry bird. What the fudge? Haha. xD and then he asked me where's my nametag and badge. And suddenly i remembered G. My badge is with him and he still haven't pass it back to me. :/
Soooo, went to parade square for assembly. Junhui damn bhb can? Keep saying he handsome. Then Martin said, yah he bhb. Bery Handsome Boy. Whaddefuck? Hahaha! I just went along with it. Then after that the 4E/5Ns had to stayback for awhile. Then we also stayed because MISS LIN is a form teacher of one of the class. Did my homework for awhile also since we had nothing to do. The 4E/5Ns people got mano-ed. Well we also got mano-ed actually. :P then her voice is super irritating can? Like screeching and shouting like that. Ear pain siol. :/
K then music lesson, my group showed our video first. During the part when i was at the lift, the class clapped. WTH SIAL. I shy ehhhhh. xD after music was history. MISS VIKNESH didn't come, so we had a free period. Mt lesson after that, and then recess. D&T after that and kept joking around with Sunhyeok while doing practical. My stationery holder plastic colour is a combination of Red and Blue. Awesome colours. Z's favourite colour and my favourite colour. :) k then after that was CT. Changed seating arrangement and Wengui was beside me. In front of me is Sunhyeok and Irliana. Ohyeay. Now can call him ahjushi everyday. ^-^
After school, accompanied Irliana to library. Saw Z on the way again. At library, played the Mastermind game with her. Then decided to meet Sachika after that cos she also staying back. Then while i was walking to the canteen, i walked through the art room corridor. I saw Arif. And he gave me that kind of smile that he always do when he sees me. And then i would give him an epic face or that kind of 'are you okay' face. xD haha.
After that went to the band room together for so-called extra practice. Then 3 o'clock went back home with Sachika. :) reached home, took a nap and after that got ready to break fast. So yeah, that's all for today. Bye lovelies. ;D